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When Rejection Becomes Redirection

For almost a month now, I have been carrying a heaviness inside me that I haven’t quite known how to put into words. I got laid off from work. Even writing these words feels strange. For most of my working life, I had never experienced anything like this. I was always the one who decidedContinueContinue reading “When Rejection Becomes Redirection”

Stochastic Neural Processes

Originally written: 30 July 2010 Some people can’t see beauty in complicatedness. I can. When I die, I will leave this thought for mankind to ponder upon: Complexity is beauty made profound. I’m often attracted to the jaggedness of a thing. Maybe it’s my obsession with perfection. If you noticed contradiction in my previous statement,ContinueContinue reading “Stochastic Neural Processes”

Breaking Free from 15 Years of Bondage

Last Monday, I learned about the passing of the woman who caused me immense pain 16 years ago—shattering my first marriage and triggering severe postpartum blues that almost led to psychosis. This unexpected and somewhat shocking news resurfaced a flood of old wounds. It sent me straight into the miseries that were never confronted. IContinueContinue reading “Breaking Free from 15 Years of Bondage”